Tuesday, June 17, 2008

No holds barred!



Snot flying, drool slingin'. tears droppin, over no holds barred lovin you, Sweet heart.
Stand By.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Sweet heart, You droppped a bomb on me!



Baby, how else can I explain it?




You were the girl that changed my world
You were the girl for me
You lit the fuse I stand accused
You were the first for me

But you turned me out baby

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

But you turned me on baby.

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

You were my thrills, you were my pills
You dropped a bomb on me

You turn me out, you turn me on, you turned me loose
Then you turned me wrong

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

But you turned me out baby

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

Just like Adam and Eve.
Said you'd set me free, you took me to the sky
I'd never been so high

You were my pills, you were my thrills
You were my hope baby, you were my smoke

You dropped a bomb on me, hey baby
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

But you turned me out, baby
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

But you turned me on, baby
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

We were in motion, felt like lotion
You were the girl for me
You were the first explosion,
Turned out to be corrosion
You were the first for me.

But you turned me out, baby
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

I won't forget what you done to me, baby.
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.
You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

I, II, III won't forget it
I, II, III won't forget it

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

You dropped a bomb on me, baby
You dropped a bomb on me.

I, II, III won't forget it
I, II, III won't forget it

You turned me out, you turned me on
And then you dropped me to the ground
You dropped a bomb on me.

You turned me out, you turned me on
And then you dropped me to the ground
You dropped a bomb on me.

You turned me out, then you turned me on

You dropped a bomb on me
You dropped a bomb on me
You dropped a bomb on me
You dropped a bomb on me
You dropped a bomb on me

Sunday, June 15, 2008

One of these days...



Time apart from you drags, Sweet Heart.

When you aren't close, I'm not myself. Thoughts of you stur my only feelings of happiness; thoughts of your sweet kiss's keep me alive.
Waiting on the day we will always be together is tough but I'll do what ever it takes to be ready for that day.
I fear time will race by and leave us wishing we had more. I want to share it all, the good times and bad! Somehow, I think a bad day with you would be more enjoyable than a good day by myself.
I feel like I've always been by myself when compared to how I feel when I'm with you. All the previous relationships I've had were wasted times.
I knew we are a product of our past and seeing all of what we both don't want will make us appreciate each other even more but thats the only positive to it, for me.

I miss you and love you dearly. Forgive me for worrying when we're apart, I only love you and want to love you daily, hourly, every minute of the day.

One of these days, I'm going to make you a happy woman.
I'm just waiting on the word.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Bring me to life....




Bring Me To Life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)Wake me up inside(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone(Save me)Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m withoutYou can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me realBring me to life
(Wake me up)Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)Wake me up inside
(Save me)Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)Before I come undone
(Save me)Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch without your love darling
only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)Before I come undone
(Save me)Save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
Bring me to life


I've been asleep for so long...you've awakened so much inside me that I pinch myself sometimes with the thought of you and your love.

This song says it all, baby...I know, I know...I've said that about lots of other songs...but this one comes closest to what you've done to me.
Our life is going to be so rich together...we have so much to look forward to!
I know we have a bit of a road to travel before we get to that point, but everyday provides a new opportunity to work towards that goal and get closer!
I don't want to waste a MINUTE of this time...life is too short!
I want to plan and dream and live and love with you everyday...forever and ever, amen!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

More and more...






You can take every thing I've written, mix it in a pot and it wouldn't contain the love I now have for my girl.
Daily, my love grows. When I look back a day, I wonder how I could have been so deficient with my love, and the next day, it happens again.

I need a calculator with Scientific Notation to keep track and if it keeps going at this rate, there aren't enough '"0's" to keep track of how it grows.

87, I love you so much, everything about you, your kindness, your forgiveness, your demonstrated love for all the important things, your patience.

I hope everyone can one day, find what we have. The peace I feel, the love I never knew I was capable of, the joy of your beautiful smile, the satisfaction I feel from a simple kiss and the thrill of a whiff of you.
I love you so much and tomorrow, it'll seem to me like such a pitiful small amount because my love becomes more close to infinite every day.
And every day I look back and feel it was small, just like I'll feel tomorrow, about today.
If that makes any sense.

Sweets, you're my only, my dream, my reason, my woman.
I'll never be the same, Living only to make you happy and enjoy your smiles, giggles and love.