Love and Happiness

Yea.
It was Valentines Day.
It was also the last time I'll ever think that holiday was a drag.

I was running late, unprepared and nervous.
Thinking about it, there was nothing I could have done to prepare myself for meeting her.

Sure we'd talked and I thought she was wonderful but still. When I first saw her, I turned into mush.
There's no way for me to describe her smile. There aren't words....If I acted like I was hit on the head with a hammer, it's because I felt like it.
I'll never forget that moment.

We talked and smiled and enjoyed each others company; I knew she was something very special and thought we'd get along but WOW...

Now, remember, at this point, I was trying to see something I didn't like. After my luck in the local 'seen', my average was around 2 min before I saw something that turned me off or something I knew I couldn't live with.
There is nothing that worries me about this wonderful woman.

I looked into her eyes and felt so comfortable and at ease I scared myself-It couldn't be!
When I started feeling that way, that wonderful way she makes me feel, all I could do is think about her and how I needed to maintain my composure, maintain my senseability, maintain ...heck, keep my tongue in my mouth.

We've never really talked about it but I've always considered myself a conservative and I think she considers herself somewhat liberal but we both have nearly identical views on the real important things.

She's easy to forgive, tolerate, see the best in people and ready to Smack Down those who are hurtful or judgmental.

It's funny, we're neither moderate but still agree about most things..-which I find funny/wonderful. Neither of us has tried to convince the other about changing minds about issues.
I love this woman soooo much and miss her dearly when we aren't together.
I've looked for her my whole life and had just about given up finding her.

She's given me a new outlook on the World, Life and appropriately, Love.