"Mo chuisle" - the pulse of my heart

Completion, contentment, bliss, euphoria, ecstasy, rapture, aphrodisia, desire, hunger, sensuality, craving, enamored, impassioned, devoted, dedicated, affectionate, constant...

I could go on and on and spend days looking up adjectives to describe my feelings for you...it would be a waste of time..they haven't conjugated a verb, haven't invented a new noun that even comes close to describing what my heart feels for you, my love, my hero, my best friend, he who I've been searching for ALL my life.

It's indescribable, it's an entity that has taken root in my heart and continues to grow with every passing day. You ARE the pulse of my heart, the very life in my veins. You are on my lips when I wake in the morning and when I lay my head down at night.

My grandparents spoke Gaelic when I was a little girl...it's not a romantic, poetic language; but it was lyrical to me when I was a child. They were very important to me and I loved them very much. I never fully understood the meaning and feeling behind the phrase and now I have someone whom I can truly attach it to...it's true, now and forever, you are my pulse...my heartbeat...the reason I smile everyday.

I hunger for you...I have such passion for you, but it's the quiet times we've shared, just lying together, or talking that mean so much to me...it's those times that assure me this is not just lust or something less than it is...and what it is, is the most wonderful, beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. YOU are that wonderful, beautiful thing.

It is my intention to treat you like the hero, king and wonderful southern gentleman that you are. I plan on making our lives as rich and fulfilling as possible and I never intend on hurting you or disappointing you in any way. I am in love with you. I knew it from the start, just didn't know what to do about it...now I know:

Song of Solomon 2:16

"My beloved is mine and I am his...''

You complete me, you make me a better person, you enrich my life like no other and I am yours...forever and ever, amen.